I care about my family and my friends deeply.
OH! My dog too because he's such a cute little guy.
OH! My dog too because he's such a cute little guy.
Who do you care about deeply?
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I dunno. I guess I felt... somewhere close to that way about my last girlfriend (at the time, not now). Right now, I can't think of anyone who fits that description. My family, some of them I love, some I hate, and I'd obviously be pretty upset if ANY of them died or something, but I don't think any of them qualify as someone I'd do absolutely anything for.
Now you've made me feel all cold and emotionally distant. Damn you and your attempt at a happy thread, OP!
Now you've made me feel all cold and emotionally distant. Damn you and your attempt at a happy thread, OP!
My little brother.
He was born when I was twelve, and I spent most of my time from then on looking after him.
Not to bash my parents but they have some problems and they are not very responsible.
When I took him out people used to think he was mine, which always bothered me (seriously, adults behave disgustingly towards people they percieve to be teenage mothers) but looking after the kid was always so much fun even when it was hard work.
I'm far away at the moment, and it's kinda difficult. I miss him a lot and I worry about if he's being looked after properly (which is silly). But, he knows I'm always there if he needs me.
Also boyfriend (obviously). I've always had trouble with people who are not my family, I'm totally socially awkward and sometimes just plain anti-social so it's really nice to be with someone who gets me and is willing to put up with me.
And my whole family, really. Except my dad. That sounds mean but it's not, we're just not close.
He was born when I was twelve, and I spent most of my time from then on looking after him.
Not to bash my parents but they have some problems and they are not very responsible.
When I took him out people used to think he was mine, which always bothered me (seriously, adults behave disgustingly towards people they percieve to be teenage mothers) but looking after the kid was always so much fun even when it was hard work.
I'm far away at the moment, and it's kinda difficult. I miss him a lot and I worry about if he's being looked after properly (which is silly). But, he knows I'm always there if he needs me.
Also boyfriend (obviously). I've always had trouble with people who are not my family, I'm totally socially awkward and sometimes just plain anti-social so it's really nice to be with someone who gets me and is willing to put up with me.
And my whole family, really. Except my dad. That sounds mean but it's not, we're just not close.
There are actually a lot of people come to think about it, who I would quite happily do anything for, up to and including laying down my own life.
So I'm either a massive hero... or just have a massive hero complex... or just have no regard for my own personal well-being. Take your pick.
So I'm either a massive hero... or just have a massive hero complex... or just have no regard for my own personal well-being. Take your pick.
problem is, I am calm, dead calm, I don't feel angry, just a bit bitter's all, other than that it's like being emotionally dead, I mean I still can have "fun" it's just immediate situational kinda thing, immediately after which my brain stops letting me feel, and I cannot even remember what it felt like, only that i must have been enjoying myself in the moment... it's odd, no matter what happens to me in my life, I don't mind, it's all meaningless, honestly, what purpose do we serve as humans? none that I can see, we're dust, on a speck of dust, in a sea of dust in a big void, not much more to say about it, we're only worth what our delusions tell us, that is all.floppylobster said:
I see that I have the potential to affect others, and I do my best to help people because that's all I have left to focus on, the rest, is just BS and worthless human arrogance which carries with it no real meaning.
I've been through a lot in my life, I've known success, failure(a lot of this), good times when food was plentiful and I had no worries, and starvation, where I scrape up everything i can find and even then only eat like 2-3 times a week for extended periods of time, I've known love deep and filling, and I've felt betrayal, not like a smack and a dumping kinda betrayal, but family members of mine trying to get me put away when there wasn't anything really wrong with me, not to mention having me put on a wide variety of antidepressants several of which have been banned from circulation due to causing lasting biochemical damage to people's brains, I have nothing left to cling to, no comfort, only thing I have left now is a netbook, a bass guitar and some clothing, I sleep on the floor, I eat once a day if I'm lucky.
This is probably the 4th time in my life that shit has either fallen apart or been pulled down around me by others.
I'm 26 and I feel like I'm 60.
I love my sister so much! She is cute and funny and I spoil her a lot. I am the best brother ever.
My dogs.
That's about it.
I've never been one for unconditional love and objectively speaking my family is all at most average in likability, and I've naturally been single for a good while, but dogs are bros. Deep caring is when someone shits on your carpet and you just laugh and clean it up.
Funny, that reminds me of how I became single... I mean, um...
That's about it.
I've never been one for unconditional love and objectively speaking my family is all at most average in likability, and I've naturally been single for a good while, but dogs are bros. Deep caring is when someone shits on your carpet and you just laugh and clean it up.
Funny, that reminds me of how I became single... I mean, um...
My Dog, Baron. He's a beautiful dog, one who I raised as a puppy (His mother was run over about 8 days after the birth). My family and I found him in February, freezing amongst his brothers and sisters.
He's my best friend. He had a pustule that built up in his neck earlier this year, and we got it removed, but for a long while, we worried it might have been cancer or a tumor.
Needless to say, I'd have coughed up a kidney on the Black market to have made him better (I think the surgery was something like $300-$400 dollars), Doesn't matter. I'd do it again, right now, if it came up.
I'd do the same for my family, but my dog, in particular, too, would have deserved it.
Also, My Ex-GF.
He's my best friend. He had a pustule that built up in his neck earlier this year, and we got it removed, but for a long while, we worried it might have been cancer or a tumor.
Needless to say, I'd have coughed up a kidney on the Black market to have made him better (I think the surgery was something like $300-$400 dollars), Doesn't matter. I'd do it again, right now, if it came up.
I'd do the same for my family, but my dog, in particular, too, would have deserved it.
Also, My Ex-GF.
Immediate family, best friend, and my ridiculously loyal and cuddly 14 year old cat.
(Seriously this cat follows me around the house all the time, and acts like a kitten around me. Last night he had his tongue out, purring away like he cared about nothing else. Nuzzling my arm which he only does to me and dribbling all over the place! XD)
(Seriously this cat follows me around the house all the time, and acts like a kitten around me. Last night he had his tongue out, purring away like he cared about nothing else. Nuzzling my arm which he only does to me and dribbling all over the place! XD)
There are a lot of people that I would go above and beyond the call of duty for (and usually do). Perhaps even a few I would take a bullet for.
What kills me inside is that none of them do the same for me.
You would think that I would have learned a hard lesson by now but I still find myself in the same position over and over again.
What kills me inside is that none of them do the same for me.
You would think that I would have learned a hard lesson by now but I still find myself in the same position over and over again.
Just to make this short, my best friend and my family.
Can't imagine life without them both. Especially my best friend, who else will I get lost with.
...Also hearing all these wifes, girlfriends and ex girlfriends make me sad...
Cause I aint' got one...
I'm going to be depressed now. xD
Can't imagine life without them both. Especially my best friend, who else will I get lost with.
...Also hearing all these wifes, girlfriends and ex girlfriends make me sad...
Cause I aint' got one...
I'm going to be depressed now. xD