Its because I don't role play, as such. I don't imagine myself in New Vegas. Its more like I'm reading a book, or maybe watching a movie, and I get to choose what happens and when. The point is the main character isn't a representation of myself, its a character. So sometimes the characters I create are girls. Before I sound all fancy though, I should point out that I then create a little mental back-story for the character, complete with emotional baggage and favorite foods. Its all a little excessive.