Tired. Barely slept last night, and I just took a two hour nap.
Also trying to decide whether to get Lego pirates of the carribean. Which is half deciding whether I can afford it, and half deciding whether I, as a twenty year old can face the till assistant as I buy a Lego game...dammit, this wouldn't be happening they hadn't cancelled armada of the damned.
Edit 18:08 gmt: now I'm feeling kinda depressed and pissed off. It's half term now, and then it'll not be long until summer. Thing is, the only friends I talk to outside college, my xbox live friends, have disappeared, I'm pretty sure for good this time. Most simply got social lives, can't blame them, I would if I could, but one guy annoys me in particular.
See, after his girlfriend of over a year (longer than i can ever hope for) broke up with him, he started talking about killing himself. I and another person tried hard to keep him from doing it, but he just wouldn't listen. Ever. He couldn't even try to contemplate a world without her, pretty weak considering I have always and will always be alone, i'm older than him, and I don't pull such bullshit.
Anyway, he eventually disappeared, and I feared the worst. Eventually, I texted him to try and see whether he was still alive. He was, and I told him to text me if he came online so we could chat. And now, no more word from him.
I've Been friends with this guy for almost three years now. We helped each other through alot of stuff. But now he goes and does this, first telling me he's gonna kill himself and expecting me not to try to stop him, then he disappears and allows me to think he's dead for over a month, and then he just disapears forever, just when I need the company most? Well that's it. I've had enough. Hell I shouldn't even be telling people this, but screw him. What, once everything's okay he thinks he can just forget everyone who went through hell trying to help him? I can finally see why everyone else I know has grown to hate him.