I don't recall if I've talked about this before but in my current Cyberpunk playthrough I've been playing as female V.
I am a dude. It's been a kind of fascinating journey of self-evaluation playing as female V. I do not particularly like female V. I find that a lot of the dialog options make her come off as demure in a way thats contradictory to her journey. It doesn't help that I made mine as a cross between Annie Lennox and Tank Girl. Idk she just sounds like she's about to cry half the time. I wish CDPR had broadened the dialog options a little. At the same time I wondered how much I'm playing myself as V and wanted her to be more masculine? But can't women be Masculine?
Last night I turned down the relationship options with River. I ..just don't see it. he's a nice enough person, but I was not attracted to him at all. His whole weird Final Fantasy look just put me off. I hate that earing so much. I found him cloying in a way that really bothered me. He gives you his gun, right before pressuring you into a relationship. I've done that and felt bad about it. It's a shitty guy thing to imo. Like giving somebody a gift when courting is normal, but when you go over the moon, its almost a guilt trip.
Again though I had to ask myself, do I just not want to do self-insert gay stuff? Idk, I found Jacky to be much more compelling for my female character to date though. Jacky was "fun" and I definitely found that attractive.
I like judy, but everybody likes Judy. I can't really fathom if its a self-insert thing, but I think Judys personality leans towards liking girls. I think that works.
Before I quit last night I started that post mission with Kerry and out of the blue, like no lead up it gives you the dialog option to kiss him. Man, immediate gag reflex, like ew no. Kerry sucks, like what aspect of any of his story would make me what to get with him girl or guy? buuuut again am I projecting?
Ultimately, I ended up with a kinda of Punk Lesbian and I'm struggling to internally resolve how much of that is me self-inserting or if that character is unrepresented in the game. I wanted Natasha Lyonne and I got Chloe Grace Moertz.