Of course above all, I want forgiveness in the world. I do not lie when I say my personal hero for now and forever is Mr Rogers. But you have to understand how this culture has been crafted. The Bible was always taught to Slaves to endure. That you may suffer in this life, you will be free in the next. The Church asks you to forgive, forgive, and forgive so that you may seek your reward in the hereafter. The first slave ship hit America in 1619.
Literally 400 years later, and that tradition is still going strong. Black Christians need to forgive, or are at least expected to if they want to be real Christians. White Christians, vengeance is yours. Use it to justify your hate, your bigotry, and your further attacks on anyone.