"Sparrow's got the makings of a protege" Tammy said, sidling up to Darius as the two of them made their way back to the living quarters. For those no longer held by Minerva's shared trance, there wasn't much to see.
"She is." replied Darius proudly "She's getting the hang of it faster than I did, at any rate."
Noticing the lilt of Tammy's smile, his expression took on a mix of confusion and reproach.
"What's that look for?" He asked, warningly.
"She likes you." Tammy answered.
It took a moment, but when Darius had comprehended her meaning, he scoffed.
"She doesn't... How would you even..."
"It's the way she looks at you." Tammy interrupted.
"What about it?" Darius shot back, sceptical.
"It's the same way I used to look at you." She replied plainly, a hint of sadness behind her matter-of-fact manner. Darius, for his part, was silent for a few seconds, before he glared at her. They had stopped walking now, halfway up a spiral stair.
"She's a child!"
Tammy shrugged "So was I once."
"You weren't that young!" Darius retorted defensively "And I was younger too... If you think I'd ever-"
"That's not what I'm worried about." Tammy told him, growing more forceful herself. "I know you well enough to know you're not like that, but all the same... Come on, Darius. You like it when they look up to you. You like being adored, and you encourage it, without always realising what you're encouraging exactly. Just, be aware around her, okay?"
Darius wasn't defensive any more. Instead he was hurt.
"Is that what you..." He began, his voice low. "Do you think I was just stroking my ego, all the time we were... you think so little of me?"
Tammy sighed. Though the look she gave Darius was tender, she stood off from him, her arms folded.
"I think being loved clouds your judgement." She said "I think you'd have forsaken everything and everyone else to make me happy, but not because you loved me, because you thought you owed me for my love. I think you're so hung up on the idea that you'll ever fail someone you care about again that..."
She bit her lip, stopping herself from going any further. Even if it was called for, even if it was the truth, she couldn't quite bring herself to hit him there.
"I told you before..." she resumed "This isn't something we can figure out together. Lay your own ghosts to rest, just... make sure you don't drag Sparrow into it, okay? Because she'll only ever let you."
With that, she left him alone, leaning against the dark column in silence.
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Minerva's formless presence was everywhere. It melted through the mist; it listened, catching every footfall inside each needle; and it burrowed through the senses of all to crept through her domain, wrapping like a silk ribbon around their minds. So delicate, yet just one tug would constrict with sudden ferocity. Starting small, she set to work.
All at once, each acolyte was gripped by vertigo, as a thread of reason running through their consciousness was severed. Nothing of substance changed; no monstrous apparitions swooped down on them through the fog, and no wall of water came to sweep them all away. It was simply impossible for any of them to tell any more the difference between up and down, left or right, forward or back, as coordination was excised from them with surgical efficiency, and the breeze that caressed them seemed to pick up a little, as if excited.
"She is." replied Darius proudly "She's getting the hang of it faster than I did, at any rate."
Noticing the lilt of Tammy's smile, his expression took on a mix of confusion and reproach.
"What's that look for?" He asked, warningly.
"She likes you." Tammy answered.
It took a moment, but when Darius had comprehended her meaning, he scoffed.
"She doesn't... How would you even..."
"It's the way she looks at you." Tammy interrupted.
"What about it?" Darius shot back, sceptical.
"It's the same way I used to look at you." She replied plainly, a hint of sadness behind her matter-of-fact manner. Darius, for his part, was silent for a few seconds, before he glared at her. They had stopped walking now, halfway up a spiral stair.
"She's a child!"
Tammy shrugged "So was I once."
"You weren't that young!" Darius retorted defensively "And I was younger too... If you think I'd ever-"
"That's not what I'm worried about." Tammy told him, growing more forceful herself. "I know you well enough to know you're not like that, but all the same... Come on, Darius. You like it when they look up to you. You like being adored, and you encourage it, without always realising what you're encouraging exactly. Just, be aware around her, okay?"
Darius wasn't defensive any more. Instead he was hurt.
"Is that what you..." He began, his voice low. "Do you think I was just stroking my ego, all the time we were... you think so little of me?"
Tammy sighed. Though the look she gave Darius was tender, she stood off from him, her arms folded.
"I think being loved clouds your judgement." She said "I think you'd have forsaken everything and everyone else to make me happy, but not because you loved me, because you thought you owed me for my love. I think you're so hung up on the idea that you'll ever fail someone you care about again that..."
She bit her lip, stopping herself from going any further. Even if it was called for, even if it was the truth, she couldn't quite bring herself to hit him there.
"I told you before..." she resumed "This isn't something we can figure out together. Lay your own ghosts to rest, just... make sure you don't drag Sparrow into it, okay? Because she'll only ever let you."
With that, she left him alone, leaning against the dark column in silence.
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Minerva's formless presence was everywhere. It melted through the mist; it listened, catching every footfall inside each needle; and it burrowed through the senses of all to crept through her domain, wrapping like a silk ribbon around their minds. So delicate, yet just one tug would constrict with sudden ferocity. Starting small, she set to work.
All at once, each acolyte was gripped by vertigo, as a thread of reason running through their consciousness was severed. Nothing of substance changed; no monstrous apparitions swooped down on them through the fog, and no wall of water came to sweep them all away. It was simply impossible for any of them to tell any more the difference between up and down, left or right, forward or back, as coordination was excised from them with surgical efficiency, and the breeze that caressed them seemed to pick up a little, as if excited.