Ever Had That Feeling?

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Mechsoap

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Umm hmmm yeah i have

3 monthes ago a girl was my partner and she slapped me in the face every minute for 1 hour in class and at the last day of school i slapped here she told the teacher and got my first detention and that was the day i got naughty bear
isent that kinda absurd?

ot: i once had a bully in school, around third grade or so, he dident make fun of me becouse i was fat (wich was strange since i was obese at the time)
he only made fun with i had semi long hair... so he called me a girl constant and made fun of my manboobs and allas i was so pissed that i decidet to beat him up after school for his torment (note: he cant sue me for that becouse its not america wuhu!) and then i did, was pretty hefty though, he lost a teeth or two at the time and i never saw him more since he moved away
 

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A long time ago I wanted to beat an asshole's head in with a golf club because he told me I should kill myself when I was already in a very low point in my life. I never did anything to him, but I'm over my hatred now. I've gotten a lot better since then.
Someone told me to do that once, so I convinced him he didn't exist anywhere but in my mind.

The best forms of vengenace can be the most uncanny.
 

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Being one with a few demons myself may i suggest seeing a psych? they're very helpful for when you need to move on with something like this. I'm so sorry to hear what happened to you it sounds truly horrific and i pray you have someone to lean on when you need it you poor thing. I'm so sorry to hear what assholes were your classmates and teachers, nowadays teachers can't even be like that being one can threaten to sue over anything. I used to wish my old gym teacher would call me gay just so i could threaten him and watch him get all pathetic and defensive again, ahh it would have been funny. sorry that was a weird tangent but i hope you have help in your life when things get to you, the scars (physical and mental) must be awful. I know what you mean when you say somehow hurting them wasn't satisfying enough, and the truth is you can rarely fix this kind of thing with revenge, as delicious as it might be. you need to find a way to heal urself rather than wish you could have hurt them more. hey you wouldn't happen to remember they're full names and the towns they live in would you? if you do you could look them up in a phone book and maybe burn they're houses down or kill they're children, although i doubt those sick monsters could have any. revenge is more fun when you wait years and surprise them. I'm sorry that's a bad thought no revenge 'cause it's not worth going to jail even if you fuck 'em up good, instead try to get better. Also try to remember that they have a story too. they probably treated you badly because of deep problems in their lives and you probably have it easy in comparison. in that way hatred and abuse work like a cycle going from one person to their victim. anyway i wish i could hug all the scars out of you, you poor dear.
Thank you for the kind words. Unfortunately, I myself don't really have anyone to "lean on" so to speak.

I've yet to tell my parents of the really bad incidents out of just sheer embarrassment and I don't have any true friends of my own out in the real world.

Though, I do know their names. It's just that they're all around my age (16/17/18) so I doubt they have kids :p

And yes, I understand that the reason most people who are bullies is because someone does the same to them. It's a sick cycle but unfortunately it's true.

Thank you again for all that. I too wish I could just hug away the scars :D
 

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Julianking93 said:
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You can't trust teachers or anyone in the school to help you with your problems, because if they do they will get sued by the tormenters parents. The teachers you were stuck with sound like a bunch of selfish pricks with fucking mouths on them and the campus officer sounds like a fucking joke, not many people would go that far for attention. Punishments for bad behaviors in school are a god-damn insult, you should have contacted the police instead, but it's good that you stood up to those bastards. I can now see why you hold onto this.
I'm trying to let go, I truly am, but it's so fucking hard to.

I wish I could just make peace with it. They got what they deserved. Broken teeth, broken ribs and nearly deformed faces after what I did to them but why is it that I can't let go? I feel as if I held back. That I should have done more to them.

I still see their goddamn faces and their stupid fucking grins on people out in the street and when I do, I want to tear their fucking head off.

I really need to let go of that anger. I know what it will do to me if I hold onto it for too long.
Chances are that they'll wind up street trash, you can't treat people that way and expect society to just go along with it. People with half a brain refuse to be around such people because of how violent and aggressive they tend to be. They sure as hell won't hold down a job acting the way they do, they won't have many friends becuase I bet when they weren't attacking you they were probably beating the shit out of each other, the police won't put up with them, they're losers, you've beaten them. Let's also not forget, karma can be a real *****, you standing up for yourself and beating them to a pulp was probably just the begginging for those scumbags.
 

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I am amazed by some of the shit in this thread. At my school there was NOTHING like this. We had douchebags but the douchebags never really bullied anyone. The most "bullying" that ever occurred would be people making fun of each other within their own social groups. Like we knew a kid who went to Shakespeare camp so we made fun of him for being a nerd even amongst the nerds but it was all good because he got to retaliate in turn and it ended in laughs. When it didn't end in laughs apologies were provided and life went on.

Some (read a lot) of this shit is fucking disgusting and I can't believe shit like this actually still happens because I never saw any of it where I lived.
 

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Julianking93 said:
Blatherscythe said:
You can't trust teachers or anyone in the school to help you with your problems, because if they do they will get sued by the tormenters parents. The teachers you were stuck with sound like a bunch of selfish pricks with fucking mouths on them and the campus officer sounds like a fucking joke, not many people would go that far for attention. Punishments for bad behaviors in school are a god-damn insult, you should have contacted the police instead, but it's good that you stood up to those bastards. I can now see why you hold onto this.
I'm trying to let go, I truly am, but it's so fucking hard to.

I wish I could just make peace with it. They got what they deserved. Broken teeth, broken ribs and nearly deformed faces after what I did to them but why is it that I can't let go? I feel as if I held back. That I should have done more to them.

I still see their goddamn faces and their stupid fucking grins on people out in the street and when I do, I want to tear their fucking head off.

I really need to let go of that anger. I know what it will do to me if I hold onto it for too long.
Julian, you shouldn't feel that regret, because though you resorted to violence (which in this situation I totally agree with), you took the higher ground it not killing them. I can't say I'd have been as strong as you. You walked away before that animal in every single one of us got free. I'm actually proud of you for what you did, you showed them not to fuck people around, and think about the example you set for everyone else going through a similar issue! All of the people reading this right now, myself included, can take something from it. I'm glad you finally broke that shell and opened up a can of kick-ass on them, because I don't have the balls to do that to the people who torment me in school.

I understand the anger you feel, and sure, part of that is left over from feeling like you let them off easy, but what you did was enough. Think about it, not only did you scar them physically like they did, but you screwed them mentally. They got a taste of their own medicine, not from a bigger, tougher bully, but from the person being bullied no less. You should be proud of yourself. Don't hold on to that anger, because what you did screwed them over much more than they could ever have screwed with you. Imagine having to live with the shame of being ass-kicked by the one kid they thought they could screw with. Seriously man, props to you.

On topic: There's this guy called Dylan at my school, and he's the school arsehole. Nobody will sort him out, because they're all afraid of him. Nobody likes him, and his girlfriend is the sweetest girl I've ever met, even she feels trapped by him, and she hates the way he is with everyone. He torments everyone, even what he deems to be his "best friends". He's scum, as low as they get, and he fucks with everybody. I couldn't bring him down, I'd come off with a lot more than he would, he attends boxing, and he's been imprisoned for breaking a Polish guy's nose. He downed him in one punch, I was there when it happened.

The feeling of heroism I'd get if I beat his ass to the ground...I'd have freed everyone from his bullshit. His girlfriend could finally get away, nobody would feel unsafe anymore, we'd all be able to walk past him without going quiet and hiding our faces. I want to smash his face against a brick wall until there's nothing left. I don't care about what would happen to me, if I brought him down, I'd have made a difference to 750 people's lives. That's the scale of the effect he has. He needs showing he can't control everyone...all it would take is a bit of courage, something he's taken away from everyone, myself included.
 

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Blatherscythe said:
Aby_Z said:
Blatherscythe said:
Aby_Z said:
A long time ago I wanted to beat an asshole's head in with a golf club because he told me I should kill myself when I was already in a very low point in my life. I never did anything to him, but I'm over my hatred now. I've gotten a lot better since then.
God damn assholes nowadays, why the hell would you want someone to commit suicide?
This was several years ago... maybe 5 or 6 years now. He was pretty much just an asshole who stole my friends and turned them against me. That really didn't help since I was getting plenty of hate from other people on another, unrelated subject. It sucks feeling universally hated.
Teenagers are assholes, hope you found some better friends and recieve less crap from people now.
Not all of us are. I'm in a tiny minority of teenagers as I fit into being a skater due to the fact I skateboard and frequently go to parties with friends but i'm also a proud gamer geek that isn't embaressed to correct my less geeky friends on things. But yeah some Teenagers are full on dicks.
 

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InnerRebellion said:
Go be a serial killer, please. This is the kind of thing, that make me believe in retribution. You have every right to hunt 'em down. Just don't kill the guy in the red-blue t-shirt that says: "Carpe Diem". He's on your side.

OT: I'd be the first to snap the neck on my former "friends". They weren't exactly the grandest bunch of people, after all.
 

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My gosh, I really want to hug everyone because of what happened to them right now. Seriously. The crap some of you've gone through, it makes me kind of disapointed in myself that i moan how bad my life is.

The one person i would love to imagine up a fate worse than death for happens to be my one and only best friend.
which fucks everything up.
dammit. lol..
 

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Rarhnor said:
InnerRebellion said:
Go be a serial killer, please. This is the kind of thing, that make me believe in retribution. You have every right to hunt 'em down. Just don't kill the guy in the red-blue t-shirt that says: "Carpe Diem". He's on your side.

OT: I'd be the first to snap the neck on my former "friends". They weren't exactly the grandest bunch of people, after all.
Believe me, if I wasn't afraid of being brought into court again, I'd have every single one of my tormentors begging me to stop the pain. Oh, I wouldn't even touch them. I'd attack their minds, drive them insane, make them feel what I felt, think what I thought.
 

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I don't really have any stories to contribute. One boy really annoyed me in school and I did imagine stabbing him with the Buster Blade but that's about it.

But I want to give big hugs to everyone else in this thread. I can't even begin to imagine the pain you guys have gone through. Be strong though, there are people out there who care.

*Hugs everyone here*
 

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Aby_Z said:
Blatherscythe said:
Aby_Z said:
A long time ago I wanted to beat an asshole's head in with a golf club because he told me I should kill myself when I was already in a very low point in my life. I never did anything to him, but I'm over my hatred now. I've gotten a lot better since then.
God damn assholes nowadays, why the hell would you want someone to commit suicide?
This was several years ago... maybe 5 or 6 years now. He was pretty much just an asshole who stole my friends and turned them against me. That really didn't help since I was getting plenty of hate from other people on another, unrelated subject. It sucks feeling universally hated.
Just comfort yourself in the fact that in your world as far as you're concerned, they don't exist any more. If they try to contact you for whatever reason, just tell them that. Get the last word and shut them out. It's what comforts me when I think about the jerk-offs in my school.
 

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I do, a lot. In fact sometimes, in order to sort of appease my inner demon, I imagine me killing the person who annoyed me in extremely gruesome ways, that are totally do-able lol. I really do have to try and restrain myself sometimes, especially if something is said about my eye. It used to be that if i got roused i go on a rampage then have no recollection of what happened... It's better now, i can see what im doing, but i still dont feel in control
 

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Ok so eighth grade english class is my first class of the day and i have alot of friends in that class and the teacher would make constant jokes bout my martial arts,wrestling,friends,family calling me gay,pussy saying i wouldnt hit him

one day march 25th,2009

the day before i had found out my brother was back on drugs and that upsets me to near sucide because we tryed to help him so much but nothing we do can help him

so i walk into class with bags under my eyes and eyes are red because i was crying

teacher says "look its the fagget pot head of the class"
i walk up to him at tell him this "you cant say about me what you want but until you can prove it you fat fuck sit your sorry ass down and shut your mouth before i put my foot in it"

i calmly walk back to my desk
one of the girls beside said "i didnt know you could be that mean"

teacher says "he wont do anything"
i yell "what the fuck did i just tell you!"
i pick up my desk throw it across the class room

lands right beside him
i then tell him "next time you say a word about my family,friends,or me i wont miss"

never said a word or looked my way again

saw him on the street a few weeks ago (im now going to 10th year) i just gave him a stare

he turned away really quick like he was scared
 

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DSEZ said:
Ok so eighth grade english class is my first class of the day and i have alot of friends in that class and the teacher would make constant jokes bout my martial arts,wrestling,friends,family calling me gay,pussy saying i wouldnt hit him

one day march 25th,2009

the day before i had found out my brother was back on drugs and that upsets me to near sucide because we tryed to help him so much but nothing we do can help him

so i walk into class with bags under my eyes and eyes are red because i was crying

teacher says "look its the fagget pot head of the class"
i walk up to him at tell him this "you cant say about me what you want but until you can prove it you fat fuck sit your sorry ass down and shut your mouth before i put my foot in it"

i calmly walk back to my desk
one of the girls beside said "i didnt know you could be that mean"

teacher says "he wont do anything"
i yell "what the fuck did i just tell you!"
i pick up my desk throw it across the class room

lands right beside him
i then tell him "next time you say a word about my family,friends,or me i wont miss"

never said a word or looked my way again

saw him on the street a few weeks ago (im now going to 10th year) i just gave him a stare

he turned away really quick like he was scared
Holy crap, remind me never to get on your bad side. Or to do so in a place where furniture is bolted to the floor or something.
 

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Well your out of there and you don't have to put up with his bullshit anymore. Hope things get better.
Thanks a lot, man. I'm still not out yet, D.C. was a temporary thing. 1 more year and I'm out of this literal shitbowl....then I can pursue my dream of....being an Actor!! You heard it here first! Tagball will become a famous and highly respected actor....until he is convicted of punching a midget.

I think everyone in this thread has suffered some serious emotional harm and bullying. My New Jersey story doesn't even compare to Julianking's.


By the way, I wrote in this thread just because I love your avatar. Will that...thing....ever stop eating? We may never know.
All the power to you man and yeah it's unbelievable what happened to him, can't blame him for holding on to that anger.
 

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Yeah, plenty of times. Generally if I'm in that kind of mood, I'll just start up Oblivion, whip up a face that looks vaguely like that of the person whose intestines I'd like to be using as a jumprope, apply that face to an NPC in the game, set the NPC as a follower, then kill him/her/it/them in as many different ways as I can think of.

The whole process tends to remind me of two things: One, that the act of creation and construction is a delicate and beautiful process that can soothe even the most savage temper, and two, that destruction is still hella fun.
 

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InnerRebellion said:
Ok so, in fourth grade, I was madly in love with my only girl friend. I had recently become friends with this guy, and he was pretty cool. Rich, but he wasn't a prick. Every week his grandmother would bring in a huge pizza for our lunch table. Me, being lower middle class, envied him, and he'd give me games for free.

So me and this kid are pretty tight, when one day, the girl I love, comes crying to me, telling me he threatened to rape her. She had told the teacher that he stole from her desk, and after school he told her he was going to follow her home, stalk her, come in when she was asleep, beat her and rape her repeatedly. Mortified, I told my parents, and they told her mother. She called the police, and the police DIDN'T FUCKING CARE.

So I'm in school and I start ignoring him, and one day he asks me what's the deal, and I tell him I'm pissed at him for what he said to her. He tries to change the story like he thought rape meant take your money, but I knew full well he knew what it meant; his cousin was a well known rapist in the town. I start drifting apart from the kid.

Jump ahead to the next year. He's in my class again, and I hate it. After a while, I switch to a different class. Then I hear he's been talking shit about my parents, and that got me pissed off. I went off in a full blown rage in the middle of the hallway and had to get dragged to the guidance office, where I was locked for the rest of the day. I was later transferred back to the old class, and another kid who my "friend" had tortured came to me.. He says, "Chris, I have an idea. We make a website and tell people the truth about him. Then nobody will listen to him, and we'll be free from the hurt, man."

When I was younger, I used to give in to peer pressure easily, and then he says, "Man, I know what he did to you and Em. You can get back at him with this!" That sent me over and I agreed to it. We made the website, and put all the shit we knew about him, and then we swore to keep it quiet and let people find it. But the next day, the idiot talks about it to his cousin, and the kid hears about it. He comes over to me and asks me about it, and I deny it.

Weeks later, my parents find out, and I am in deep shit. Soon the school starts intervening, and starts calling me the worst shit to ever enter the building, when in fact they had told me before I was one of the place's top students ever.

People start punching me in the hallways, throwing stuff at me, stabbing me with pens and pencils. People start threatening me and telling me to go kill myself.

I transfer to a new school and get away...until I hear my friend got in a fight with the teacher. The teacher decided to tell the whole class about it, and my friend gets up and says that she has no right to tell them about it, and the teacher slaps him across the face. But it worked, people stopped talking...I still owe him, and he says I don't.

I come back the next year, and people start threatening me again. I was walking once when I got jumped. Stabbed, punched, kicked and cut all over. Nobody believed my side of the story, and the girl I loved was upset with me. I told her I had done it for her...she told me she loved me, kissed me, then walked away, and has never talked to me since.

I am emotionally and physically scarred because of that, and people still attack me over it, and that was almost 5 years ago. Whenever someone brings it up, I want to grab their throat and make them shut up.
That's terrible, man what a jackass that guy was. And they still hate you for running his name through the mud for five whole years?