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@steeple: Right so...
Yeah, I don't have this teacher but I join in making fun of her anyway, but I had her for a free class and... yeah, she's not that bad, though we'll still make fun of her, that won't change but, I hate change so I guess this is a good thing...
Yeah, I don't have this teacher but I join in making fun of her anyway, but I had her for a free class and... yeah, she's not that bad, though we'll still make fun of her, that won't change but, I hate change so I guess this is a good thing...
Just... everything is moving by me to fast, things didn't used to be that great but I would've loved to stick with them a little longer, I moved away, all my old friends went crazy, I fear the same things will happen when I leave secondary school, and my childhood just snuck away while I wasn't looking, one day I realised that I hate sweets and i'm lazy and I don't just play anymore and I just miss everything, it just feels like i'm so old, it won't be long until more change hits me and that i'll just die, I don't want to die but they say that things will change so that I won't fear death and that's just like, that's the scariest thought to me...
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Yes, i'm a 15 and I feel old, don't laugh
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Yes, i'm a 15 and I feel old, don't laugh
you know why I wont laugh? because I felt exactly the same way you just described when I was your age...Thundero13 said:
trust me, we're all so very very young... I mean, I'm constantly surrounded by people not only my age, but also in their 20's and even 30's, and they're young as well! the feeling you have isnt being old, it's just getting used to seeing the world without the protective bubble of childhood, and trust me: it's amazing! there's so much to learn, and even more to simply experience in this world that neither of us have even a clue of a single percentage of it.
and about the death: you have an entire life-time to be prepared for it, why start today?
@nuba: I knew that, but it doesnt change the fact that I wont accept it...
@steeple: You can say nice things like that all ya like but depression shall just make up new ways to find me *headdesks* I just want it to end...
@retoypy: Maybe you should...
@retoypy: Maybe you should...
I can understand that, but think of it this way: you're about to have a new experience, something unlike anything you've ever had. whatever it will be, it doesnt matter, because there are plenty of people out there who do different stuff, but just make sure you aim for something you enjoy. if you make yourself open to life, it wont matter if things go right or wrong, you'll be happy to just live and see what happens...Thundero13 said:
or something along the lines of that...
anyway, if you ever find yourself with the depression and need someone to talk to, I (and plenty of others here) will be happy to help you...
@mParadox: Y U DISAPPEAR?!
I wrote half a poem, don't expect an ending though, that's all I got
<spoiler=Mouse>You are the complete bane of my existence
There is not a thing I hate more
If I had to live a forever of awkward moments
I would simply be glad that you weren't there!
I believe the rapture is coming
Thank the lord, thank Lucifer
Just take me away from you!
At least you can?t follow me past life
You never help me with anything
Yet you keep demanding I feed you
I wonder if this is what having a child is like
If so I shall murder every baby that comes near me!
My GOD! my computer mouse annoys me TO NO END!
I wrote half a poem, don't expect an ending though, that's all I got
<spoiler=Mouse>You are the complete bane of my existence
There is not a thing I hate more
If I had to live a forever of awkward moments
I would simply be glad that you weren't there!
I believe the rapture is coming
Thank the lord, thank Lucifer
Just take me away from you!
At least you can?t follow me past life
You never help me with anything
Yet you keep demanding I feed you
I wonder if this is what having a child is like
If so I shall murder every baby that comes near me!
My GOD! my computer mouse annoys me TO NO END!
@steeple: Eh, I would sum up my current emotional status as average, I have no particular reason to be sad nor to be happy, the usual feeling of dread is the only thing that graphs my emotions
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Yes, I do feel like speaking all fancy
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Yes, I do feel like speaking all fancy
Ok fine, I feel lonely, I have four friends IRL, one is more antisocial then me, one is an awful person, one is sorta an awful person and the other one is *shudders* ever tried being friends with a stereotype Irish person? There's nothing there, just slagging, all of my friends are on the internet, nothing wrong with that in moderation but when that's all you have things ain't good, everyone I have to be near makes me crave loneliness yet being alone just makes me want someone, also I seem to develop crushes on most everyone I meet, so a lot of my time is just spent getting over that and it is always painful, I dunno if I really want a boyfriend all that much, sure I say I do but really being alone suits me fine, I just wish that I had someone IRLsteeple said:
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Text wall of raw emotions with no thought to structure, so sorry if it's a pain to read
