The title explains itself, really. Are there people that you dislike, but feel horrible about disliking? Why do you feel this way? Is it a stupid reason for disliking the person in question? An insensitive one? An old grudge? Really, anything that makes you ashamed of harboring negative feelings about a person.
For me, one of those people is a kid that's in the kids' group in my taekwondo club. He is one of the most spoiled, loud, annoying little brats that I have ever met. He always runs around the place, even while the adults are training. (He just runs through the middle while we're practicing kicks and moving from one side of the room to the other; I swear, he's going to be stepped on someday) Whenever he doesn't get what he wants, he throws a huge hissy fit and cries and screams. At one of our club Christmas parties, he even threw a fit because his (extremely well-behaved) sister had fetched a glass for him. His parents telling him off rarely, if ever, helps. His screaming is the worst, though; I've always had an intense dislike for noise, and he's incredibly noisy.
So, I find him extremely annoying. So why do I feel so horrible about disliking him?
Well, for one thing, he's like 6-7 years old. He sure doesn't look like or act anything like a kid that age, but I always feel like an asshole for disliking a kid acting like a kid. The other reason is that the other members of the club don't seem to mind him. In fact, some of them even find him adorable. Finally, I have suspicions that he might have ADHD or something similar, so that possibility makes me feel like even more of a prick. I guess what all of these factors have in common is that I feel like he really can't help it. I also think that the reprimanding his parents give him don't help because he might get to do as he pleases when he's at home. But that's mostly speculation.
I guess the punchline to all of this is that he's also my instructor's son, and really, it's not by business to tell anyone how to raise their children. My instructor is a very nice man and he and his wife are probably just doing what they think is the best for their kids. That, unfortunately, doesn't keep me from disliking their son.
OBS! I have never, ever expressed my disdain during training, though, nor do I ever plan to!
So, your turn.
For me, one of those people is a kid that's in the kids' group in my taekwondo club. He is one of the most spoiled, loud, annoying little brats that I have ever met. He always runs around the place, even while the adults are training. (He just runs through the middle while we're practicing kicks and moving from one side of the room to the other; I swear, he's going to be stepped on someday) Whenever he doesn't get what he wants, he throws a huge hissy fit and cries and screams. At one of our club Christmas parties, he even threw a fit because his (extremely well-behaved) sister had fetched a glass for him. His parents telling him off rarely, if ever, helps. His screaming is the worst, though; I've always had an intense dislike for noise, and he's incredibly noisy.
So, I find him extremely annoying. So why do I feel so horrible about disliking him?
Well, for one thing, he's like 6-7 years old. He sure doesn't look like or act anything like a kid that age, but I always feel like an asshole for disliking a kid acting like a kid. The other reason is that the other members of the club don't seem to mind him. In fact, some of them even find him adorable. Finally, I have suspicions that he might have ADHD or something similar, so that possibility makes me feel like even more of a prick. I guess what all of these factors have in common is that I feel like he really can't help it. I also think that the reprimanding his parents give him don't help because he might get to do as he pleases when he's at home. But that's mostly speculation.
I guess the punchline to all of this is that he's also my instructor's son, and really, it's not by business to tell anyone how to raise their children. My instructor is a very nice man and he and his wife are probably just doing what they think is the best for their kids. That, unfortunately, doesn't keep me from disliking their son.
OBS! I have never, ever expressed my disdain during training, though, nor do I ever plan to!
So, your turn.