Sitting in my bed recovering from a cold, suffering from indigestion like always, and getting ready go into work tomorrow where I'll be cut, scratched, bruised, and exhausted for little money and no future. I never liked school and I really can't think back on any long term work or social situation where I was ever happy.
But this isn't a woe is me thread, as much as I love those. I have it pretty good. I live in a nice house, I have nice parents, I'm good looking, I have a great body, and I live a pretty comfortable life overall. I just really wish I were dead.
I'm not going to kill myself, that's for sure, but it would have ruled if I had never been born. Who else feels the same way? Other than Louis CK.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv3YF4XM6wE
But this isn't a woe is me thread, as much as I love those. I have it pretty good. I live in a nice house, I have nice parents, I'm good looking, I have a great body, and I live a pretty comfortable life overall. I just really wish I were dead.
I'm tired of all the little things like stomach aches, headaches, stress, when my nose pops open and bleeds down my face for no reason, this eye twitch that won't go away, the way it hurts to breathe when I'm sick, having to piss all the damn time, my utterly bullshit hurt feelings, the pretentious way I feel about things, all the dumb things that I like, my stupid and misplaced hopes about girls I'll never meet, anxiety about things that don't matter, and filling out job application after job application... You know, life.
I'm not going to kill myself, that's for sure, but it would have ruled if I had never been born. Who else feels the same way? Other than Louis CK.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gv3YF4XM6wE