This moment to my everlasting shame forever haunts me and enrages me.
I was at a local Gamestop in Newark. There were a lot of people there, a lot of players, a lot of wins and losses. A guy is playing and he loses. Now, I said in a fun-poking sort of way "OOOOOOOOOOh Morrigan got her ass beat!" He gets angry because I "talked shit" to him. Now, I tried to alleviate the situation by saying "Look man, I was just having fun, no shit talking intended." Before I could finish saying this he says: "no no, shut up." and to my everlasting RAGE and shame I did as he said and shut up. The prick said "Yo I need to get outta here, I need a cigarette." Now, he starts mumbling and bragging to himself about how he was going to beat me up and take my stuff. He said in a stupid tone meant to be a mockery of past victims "Oh mommy that guy took my stuff, please don't take my stuff~." I was going to get Batman Arkham City from that Gamestop, I didn't admit this to myself at the time, but I did not buy the game because of this guy. I wanted to play some MvC3, but I was off my game because I was afraid of this guy. I left the Gamestop frustrated, he followed me out and said "Lets go, come on." I told him "I'm not going anywhere with you." He got up in my face and said "Well next time you better not be talkin shit" I just glared at him as he walked away.....A few months later I remembered this and I told myself that if I ever met this guy again, I would talk shit to him to intentionally piss him off, lead him into an alley as he was trying to lead me....And then beat him within an inch of his life. What's changed since then? This isn't the first time something like this has happened, some douche using fear tactics on me. I took up working out and fancy a good fight now. I am stronger, faster and smarter than I have ever been. I am also much calmer, but I am so....much...angrier.....I'm able to control the rage but I am so angry about certain things. I patiently await the day I meet this guy again, I etch the excitement in my bones. Because on that day, I am going to make that filthy, disgusting, thug feel t same humiliation that he probably made a whole bunch of other people feel. I am going to beat him up, take his wallet, and burn every dollar in it, then I'll take a cigarette from his pocket, and light it, and burn him with it......Burn him until he begs me to stop, then I'll stomp him in his manhood and spit on him.
I was at a local Gamestop in Newark. There were a lot of people there, a lot of players, a lot of wins and losses. A guy is playing and he loses. Now, I said in a fun-poking sort of way "OOOOOOOOOOh Morrigan got her ass beat!" He gets angry because I "talked shit" to him. Now, I tried to alleviate the situation by saying "Look man, I was just having fun, no shit talking intended." Before I could finish saying this he says: "no no, shut up." and to my everlasting RAGE and shame I did as he said and shut up. The prick said "Yo I need to get outta here, I need a cigarette." Now, he starts mumbling and bragging to himself about how he was going to beat me up and take my stuff. He said in a stupid tone meant to be a mockery of past victims "Oh mommy that guy took my stuff, please don't take my stuff~." I was going to get Batman Arkham City from that Gamestop, I didn't admit this to myself at the time, but I did not buy the game because of this guy. I wanted to play some MvC3, but I was off my game because I was afraid of this guy. I left the Gamestop frustrated, he followed me out and said "Lets go, come on." I told him "I'm not going anywhere with you." He got up in my face and said "Well next time you better not be talkin shit" I just glared at him as he walked away.....A few months later I remembered this and I told myself that if I ever met this guy again, I would talk shit to him to intentionally piss him off, lead him into an alley as he was trying to lead me....And then beat him within an inch of his life. What's changed since then? This isn't the first time something like this has happened, some douche using fear tactics on me. I took up working out and fancy a good fight now. I am stronger, faster and smarter than I have ever been. I am also much calmer, but I am so....much...angrier.....I'm able to control the rage but I am so angry about certain things. I patiently await the day I meet this guy again, I etch the excitement in my bones. Because on that day, I am going to make that filthy, disgusting, thug feel t same humiliation that he probably made a whole bunch of other people feel. I am going to beat him up, take his wallet, and burn every dollar in it, then I'll take a cigarette from his pocket, and light it, and burn him with it......Burn him until he begs me to stop, then I'll stomp him in his manhood and spit on him.