Blow_Pop said:
I don't really exercise a lot for various reasons. One of which is a lot of exercises I SHOULD do I can't. I have a bad knee so a lot of exercises I should be doing hurt my knee and make it so I can't stand up or anything (so running and jogging are out of the question. Jumping jacks are out of the question. Certain types of weight lifting are out of the question. Walking for extended periods of time is out of the question. Dancing is a 50/50 depending on the type I'm doing and how much strain it puts on my knee) Another is my asthma. It's still slightly uncontrolled and I can't express how much fun it isn't to be exercising and then collapse because you can't breathe. So until I can fully get it under control again I have to be very careful. The gyms out here are very......judgmental is the best word. Because I'm not skinny as hell or overly muscular I get a LOT of snide comments from both the employees and the other gym members. I've been called a whale before and I'm really not that big. So basically, I've been bullied out of going to the gyms. Then there's the issue of motivation. Because I have depression and anxiety I have days I want to do things but can't. And not to mention, I DON'T feel good when I do exercise. The most I do is just stretch out. Since I'm not working haunt this year I'm not going to have a month and a half of running around and over exerting myself 3-4 nights a week. But it is things that I am trying to work on.
You've been bullied at the gym? That is very odd. I've been to two different gyms and never had anything but neutral or positive experiences. I find people either ignore me entirely or are fairly friendly and willing to help with advice and such. I'm sorry to hear about the negative experiences, though I do wonder if it was a bigger or smaller (local) gym and if that would explain it.
Hell, 95% of the people at my gym look way better and more muscular than me, even the women, and I've never felt like anyone was looking down on or judging me. And at least one guy that I regularly see and talk to there encourages me.
As for your knee, you might try an elliptical or a bike. Those should be less stressful on your knee. Might not bother your asthma as much, too, since you can sort of set your own speed on those.
As far as motivation, I find that once you get in a habit and routine, it becomes sort of enjoyable. I was actively looking forward to going to the gym last Friday and one of my coworkers told me that not being able to go to the gym actually agitates him. Starting out can be difficult, but once you get past that, it's better.