well well well......time to make my first reply.
- spoony is a pathological, irresponsible, unemotional, self-destructive and dishonourable person. and guess what, that's why many of his fans love him. and guess what. that's why he's not going to change. he has learned that it's OK to be an *sshole. it's what he builds his self-confidence now. the guy is a tragedy - and he has always been so. of course he is going to get depressed. of course his gf dumped him. of course he is falling apart. he has always been an angry person finding easy accessible outlet on videos. angry, unemotional and obscene. His FOUNDATION is corrupt. all the people telling him "get better!" need to wake up and smell the coffee. this guy does not want to get better. he does not want to heal. he does not want to apologize. what is going to happen? maybe he will fall down so low that he HAS to admit he needs to change. maybe he will have a heart attack. maybe he will get even sicker. maybe he won't live to learn from his mistakes. there is one thing I want to say to all the fans of spoony who claims to care for him. you need to take him seriously. you can't use his depression as an excuse. you can't let HIM give you excuses. nobody has the right to damage themselves and others and then make excuses. what you need to understand is that when someone is 'rewarded' in some way for making themselves sick, they will continue doing it. when you PITY him for being depressed, or give him a free-pass for being depressed - it will be as if he will continue to do it. Everyone deserves to be taken seriously no matter how sick they are. And the reason he is sick is because he is NOT taking reality seriously! He needs to get out of the vicious loop. Let me make this clear: he has NO right to blame ANYTHING on depression!! Everyone must be taken seriously. I don't know how this will play out. One thing is certain: if he doesn't change he will eventually die. Most likely heart attack. His "heart problems" is not coincidental. This is due to the fact that he has a belief system and lifestyle of ANGER. This is directly linked to the heart, believe it if you choose. He needs to drop his style of anger 100% if he wants to heal. This is intriguing because he is a role-model for many and he puts his life out for the world to see, with being himself, angered as he may be, in his reviews. Who knows where Noah draws his anger from. Maybe there is something unfulfilled in his life. He had an 'angry' style before his gf left him. He needs to see the whole picture. If this guy actually changes, and manages to heal, imagine the inspiration it can be for all the 'angry' fans who are attracted to his style. Hmmm.......well I can't end this comment without giving a relevant advice. drop the drugs and go to alternative medicine. I see a lot of caring comments about Mr Antwiler and his well-being which is very heart-warming, however it is important to include everything, take him seriously and have him take the consequences of his choices. don't let this guy "rest" in his comfortable anger-reviews. I'm going to say a prayer for him.
I would also like to take the time to make some further sane comments. I only read about 10 of the first pages of comments so I may not have the full picture. However I did not see one person remarking Lupa and Phelous brave actions.
What they did was confront him with his unsavoury, unworthy and unacceptable behavior. For that, they deserve praise for their courage. Lupa has of course every right and reason to defend the dignity of spoony's ex. She confronted spoony with it, and the highly inappropriate joke, be it a month later doesn't remove the fact he should be confronted with his actions, and wrote an ethical remark on it defending her actions. a brave defender of dignity. it seems a lot of this has been twitter messages from fans and what not. nevertheless, she stood up. Phelous added his defense alongside with her, which I commend him for. Surely they were hit by a barrage of fan-blind attitudes looking for the first person to blame. I'm proud to see Phelan standing up as well. What we have to remember here is that one of the main points of TGWTG is COMMUNITY. They are supposed to have SOCIAL and ARTISTIC integrity with each other. They're on the same team! Of course it's only right for them to voice their opinion - when one member behaves unacceptable.
"Uhhh we are only on the same team when everything is OK I just shut up if something happens." what the heck, I think it's boring and dull that noone else except lewis voiced their opinion. of course everything eventually falls to the bosses and they made the right decision. however.
was it good enough? saying that they split with spoony for 'creative differences'. they are supposed to be a team-spirited band of reviewers, who does collabs to give off the impression and significance that they are on the same creative team. and then what - they kick spoony out like a dog! creative differences, my ass! are they insulting him??? "he is an asshole and that is a creative difference from us, good luck with that quality material, yo". No way. They're just avoiding it, kicking him out as if it doesn't matter. Amazing. No wonder spoony fans are pissed at CA. CA is acting like they're the top-bosses of a multi-billion company and they "dont have any other choice but the cruel nature of business" - and lie. the fact of the matter is spoony was booted because he completely self-destructed. how about some help? how about some integrity? how about showing that they're going to stick up for him no matter what? this is unworthy treatment of a teammember!
this is my opinion: this is insulting to the supposed integrity of the site and to the fans visiting there. who do they think their kidding? they are looking down on the fans so much it's laughable. if you see the video that 'the Amazing Atheis' put up, he gives off the same argument - CA looks on their fanbase as a bunch of sheep they just have to aimlessly cater to. not that I know anything about Amazing Atheist. I get the feeling CA is a wanna-be corporation shamelessly hiding behind their reviewers, creating a fake athmosphere. maybe you don't care about this, but I can't ignore it. I was even pissed off when they tried to leech off James Rolfe's fanbase, lol. Shameless entrepeneurs

that's how I got to know em. Maybe you don't agree or simply don't care, however CA comes off to me as a band who tries to give off a feeling of teamwork and camaraderie, however it's all empty ties for the sake of earning them some easy bucks. I just can't bring myself to tolerate that. There was even one guy who objected to the "We have gathered the best reviewers here, that's YOU and we are the bosses" attitude that CA has. A guy called ThatAussieGuy used to be on tgwtg but was kicked. Why? No explanation. Don't ask, don't tell. That was the message from CA back then. And now look how they handle spoony. Undignified ethics.
It's okay if you don't agree but I want to see more integrity and dignity towards the reviewers!!! They deserve it!!!!
Another person who seems to have had the balls to not be a neutral scared little coward, is actually Welshy. He seems to be have expressed a few sentiments with spoony on twitter. impressive.
and finally.... wow..... if you haven't heard LordKat's rant, go ahead...... I have never in my entire life heard anyone confront someone and called them to light as much as he did to Spoony. He is of course dead-on.
Spoony must take responsibility for himself. If you think this guy is a victim who is going to heal, think again. There is no guarantuee he will quit being an empathy-lacking person.
- anger issues affecting his heart
- not willing to admit making mistakea and apologize to everyone, even after beeing thrown off TGWTG.
- misoginystic (even now, after he was confronted with the joke, he's asking for groupies and women who can clean&make sandwhiches for him. (pathological defense mechanism, how long will it hold him up.)
- life crisis?
- harassed his ex for a year and indirectly caused his fans to harass her as well, certainly not taking responsibility and stopping them at the time. and still has the gall to expressing self-pity and resentment towards her even after she was caused harassment.
- lacking empathy
http://scarlettopia.tumblr.com/post/25676334877/every-new-beginning-comes-from-some-other-beginnings
the fact that Scarlett, spoony's ex, was so touched by Lupas dignifying defense shows just how much harassment she has persevered through. Go Lupa!!!!
there was a forum post where Lupa was confronting a fan, she wrote how Noah had stalked and harassed his ex and her friends for a year, it's in the earlier pages.
here is Lupas comments
http://obscuruslupa.tumblr.com/post/25632095409/what-that-was-not-a-joke-lupa-i-was-dead-serious
http://obscuruslupa.tumblr.com/post/25520368206/the-uncomfortable-subject-of-rape-jokes
Also I saw some people looking down on feminism or how allison defended dignity. To those, be honest with yourself: do you really want to be a douchebag who attacks dignity of women? there are better things to attack.
In conclusion: Spoony must take responsibility, ownership and sincere humility and apologize to everyone, TGWTG, twitter, fans, his ex and also lordkat for damaging his professional venture in order to heal. and stop with the medicine too. It should be said Lordkat should apologize to spoony for his rancourous remarks afterwards. (he wont apologize first) his final stream-video on the matter does not hold the same rancour-filled intent and is more confrontational towards spoony, brilliantly made (very confrontational, very aggressive, very manly, very heroic, maybe a few small unnecessary points but alltogether beautiful.)
I think it's boring and quite frankly cowardly and a breach of social and artistic integrity from the reviewers who are neutral and not speaking up about this. is all their teamhood a false front?
so it doesn't matter when someone just drops out of that teamhood?
all honour to phelan, allison and lewis for speaking up.
sadpandas diplomatic notes: http://zesadpanda.tumblr.com/post/25716684429/something-hard-to-understand
Can someone copy the apology spoony made to JO here?
and finally.... wow..... if you haven't heard LordKat's rant, go ahead...... I have never in my entire life heard anyone confront someone and called them to light as much as he did to Spoony.
xDDD HAHAHAHAHAHA!!! He completely bashed Spoony in his
stream. and talks about how Joe and mostly Spoony, and Blistered Thumbs, cost him an interview with Notch, and he quit TGWTG because of it and is rightfully angry. Appearantly the temporary rumour of BT being jackasses cost him that one interview, even though it doesnt seem to have affected BT further in any way. I dont have the link right here but it was on one of the earlier pages 5-10 or something.
I have never heard such an honest, gut-spoken rant in my life. All my respect to LordKat. Never saw his videos and now I will. The people who hate LordKat only do it because they feel sorry for Spoony. Rather unnecessary. There was no under-handed insults from LordKat, everything he said was from his heart and gut -- and he directed them to an irresponsible person who deserves every word of it!! LordKat is spot on, spoony needs to man up, take ownership of his actions, and apologize. Instead we get nothing but more insanity from Spoony, and we get the token cencorship silence, "creative differences" (yeeeaahhhh gotcha buddy) and "nothing to do here" from channel awesome. HAHAHAHa..... I only visit Phelous once in a while.... and only visited spoony and got hold of this situation because I was actually wondering about his health. I'm so proud of Phelous and Lupa. The reviewing community totally needed this dignity-boost. I send a prayer to Spoony hoping he will choose to heal and doesn't end up angering himself to death. As a former angry-person myself who have given up hatred, I will drink one for you. (water) My hat goes off to all the sane fans of AVGN/TGWTG/Phelous. This is the best popcorn I've had in years.