I will try...
So, if for a moment you considered the situation where something that you have fond memories of and felt a strong allegiance to at some point - something you thought was purely good even when it wasn't because it had to be, for you, then at least - that you still, somewhere, feel that lingering smokey after glow of the fire of your fandom that burnt bright - has just become less amazing than something needs to be to really deserve those devoted embers. You've watched it gradually, but looked away whenever possible and clung to the, now mysteriously much more satisfying, offshoots that remain "pure" (In the case of FF I'd say the best example is the music and the touring and orchestras) and rallying with other fans through various means to perpetuate the things you most associated with your worshipful fervor in the past (Katethegreat19 - Youtube, if you like FF pretty singing sweetness, for example).
Then you see it in an incarnation that neither makes sense nor seems to show the series in what you might call a "respectful" light.
I had a twinge of rage, then it passed and I was sad, then that passed too and I typed this out. All done.
So, if for a moment you considered the situation where something that you have fond memories of and felt a strong allegiance to at some point - something you thought was purely good even when it wasn't because it had to be, for you, then at least - that you still, somewhere, feel that lingering smokey after glow of the fire of your fandom that burnt bright - has just become less amazing than something needs to be to really deserve those devoted embers. You've watched it gradually, but looked away whenever possible and clung to the, now mysteriously much more satisfying, offshoots that remain "pure" (In the case of FF I'd say the best example is the music and the touring and orchestras) and rallying with other fans through various means to perpetuate the things you most associated with your worshipful fervor in the past (Katethegreat19 - Youtube, if you like FF pretty singing sweetness, for example).
Then you see it in an incarnation that neither makes sense nor seems to show the series in what you might call a "respectful" light.
I had a twinge of rage, then it passed and I was sad, then that passed too and I typed this out. All done.