27. Currently concerned that I'll never have my independence back I feel I've been too trusting of my family and co workers and as such am still currently a live in with one of my siblings I understand that family is important but I'm just tired of pretending that I'm just like them when I know for certain I'm not I haven't been able to look any of them in the eye for months and I don't know why, but I know I'm being taken advantage of. They never question me on anything I decide for myself but are more than willing to forcefully suggest what they'd do and it makes me sick. Even gaming and my usual routines aren't enough of a distraction to shake this feeling, guilt or shame I dunno can't remember the last time I've felt either. This is pathetic and I was doing so well too, maybe its just the seasons change.