37, 38 in October. Think I am younger than I am, despite the hangovers getting worse. But I have stopped smoking weed, which is good. Getting far too close to 40, I don't like it. Been single for 14 years, that doesn't look like changing any time soon. I like my job, but almost everyone I work with winds me up and I'm looking for a change of location. Didn't moving out of my folks until I was 33 due to not having enough money to do so, so I feel like I am behind almost everyone else. Saving for a deposit for a house. Suffer with depression that I should probably do something about. Need to lose weight otherwise I'm going to die young. But it makes me happy to think that should I die in this flat today, my workmates will have to carry me down two flights of stairs. I hope I'm decomposing when I am found as I really want to be a massive pain in the arse when I die.
Wow, that's a lot more depressing than I thought it would be...Now I need to do my ironing, I've put it off as long as I can.
Wow, that's a lot more depressing than I thought it would be...Now I need to do my ironing, I've put it off as long as I can.