Your dark secrets

[chinangel]

Hay Gais! Social Experiment time

Okay essentially, let's see how safe you feel with the anonymity the internet provides. Share with us your dark secret. Maybe not your darkest, but make it interesting.

So...let's see how many will step up!

Naturally, I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't go first so..hmm....ah!
I'm a 'little'. Which is a term for a person who can mentally regress to a very young age. It's typically a BDSM lifestyle word but not exclusively.

Because of this I have had to search for a Daddy to take care of me and let me be myself, it's be a tough but fun search.

Okay escapist, your turn! >:3

 

[Nantucket_v1legacy]

I am not a cowboy and I am not even from Nantucket.
I'm a pudgy office worker who works 9-5 and is saving up enough money to buy a train to actually live on. If you can live on a boat and there's a hotel made out of a plane then why not live on a train full time? One day my dream will come true.

I'm also one of those sad people who have Train Simulator on Steam and have a lot of DLC....

There! I said it!

 

[Sacman]

I am not a cowboy and I am not even from Nantucket.
I'm a pudgy office worker who works 9-5 and is saving up enough money to buy a train to actually live on. If you can live on a boat and there's a hotel made out of a plane then why not live on a train full time? One day my dream will come true.

I'm also one of those sad people who have Train Simulator on Steam and have a lot of DLC....

There! I said it!

Nothing wrong with a good Train Simulator...<.<


OT: I unno... I don;t really have any secrets....<.<

Oh, but I did like Southland Tales... I know it was a fucking mess...

but there's so many good ideas jumbled around in it... and at the very least it's decently shot and always interesting to look at... and the sound track was cool...

Even if it was pretentious beyond all reason... and lacked any kind of coherent narrative structure...<.<

 

[Nantucket_v1legacy]

I am not a cowboy and I am not even from Nantucket.
I'm a pudgy office worker who works 9-5 and is saving up enough money to buy a train to actually live on. If you can live on a boat and there's a hotel made out of a plane then why not live on a train full time? One day my dream will come true.

I'm also one of those sad people who have Train Simulator on Steam and have a lot of DLC....

There! I said it!

Nothing wrong with a good Train Simulator...<.<

O____O

What on earth did you do to such a magnificent pixelated machine?
The railway nerd inside of me just cried - I hope you're pleased. There there inner railway nerd, when you get home you can take a leisurely ride through Portsmouth.

 

[Crises^]

I am not a cowboy and I am not even from Nantucket.
I'm a pudgy office worker who works 9-5 and is saving up enough money to buy a train to actually live on. If you can live on a boat and there's a hotel made out of a plane then why not live on a train full time? One day my dream will come true.

I'm also one of those sad people who have Train Simulator on Steam and have a lot of DLC....

There! I said it!

Nothing wrong with a good Train Simulator...<.<

O____O

What on earth did you do to such a magnificent pixelated machine?
The railway nerd inside of me just cried - I hope you're pleased. There there inner railway nerd, when you get home you can take a leisurely ride through Portsmouth.

I think you can safely say its off the rails

Also hmm dark secrets, well its kinda of tricky there's one group of friends I would never tell I plat mtg and another group I wouldn't tell them that I've tried numerous types of drugs and enjoyed it. It's kind of hard to think of a real dark secret, I think it's kind of subjective to who you hang around with.

 

[Sassafrass]

I am not a cowboy and I am not even from Nantucket.

...My world...
It's...it's...I don't even know any more, man...

OT: I buy yearly sports games, mostly the WWE ones.
That's really it. I'm quite boring.

 

[Aris Khandr]

OT: I buy yearly sports games, mostly the WWE ones.

Frankly, the WWE games are better than WWE's main product these days.

 

[Guffe]

I'm a Police Officer and take notes and track you guys down depending on what you type on these forums...

 

[krazykidd]

I'm a anti-social college dropout , who got badly burned by his ex-girlfriend . I often feels like i'm not meant to live in this world . Also i'm a huge hypocrit . I never say what i feel to anyone . I wear a different mask depending on who's around . Iv'e often thought about suicide , but not brave enough to try . I try to pretend everything is all right ( i'm so good at it no one can see i have problems ) in hopes that if i lie to myself long enough i'll believe it.

So basically i'm depressed with too much pride to see a shrink . Yay me !

 

[DugMachine]

I'm mildly interested in what MLP is all about >_>

But I can't be arsed to look into it or even watch episodes so it'll probably say at that.

 

[Seydaman]

Self harm and hospitalization...
I have sex toys?
That's all I can think of.

 

[CrimsonBlaze]

I've got a few but I think this one is a little more appropriate.

I often come up with violent ways of disposing things or people who are annoying me. None of these ways are in anyway gory or even lethal, just a quick 1-2 combo to knock them unconscious or make unable to fight back.

 

[DANEgerous]

Being Bi and a furry, the former my father refuses to admit is a thing and just spout "you are a fag or normal" until he shuts the fuck up and the later is more or less a secret.

Less secret is the fact I kind of hate the war on drugs both in principle and in practice. In principle all it does is make a massive black market even if it was well enforced and in practice it just puts people in jail for no goddamn reason.

 

[Ldude893]

This was my favorite online game until I graduated from High School a few months ago. [http://www.roblox.com]

 

[IndomitableSam]

I will openly admit I will probably spend the rest of my life living with my twin sister. We probably won't get married or have kids, and don't even bring guys home. We're happiest just spending quiet nights at home watching tv, playing games, etc. Once a week or so we like to go out with friends, but that's it. We dream of being able to retire early and live in a house in the country with our pets and just enjoy a simple life. Probably without men.

... Minds out of the gutter, too. We can't even stand to touch each other, but we're two halves of a whole (seriously, the crazy twin thing) and adding anyone else to the mix does not work at all.

 

[Fractral]

I hid the bodies in the school dustbin. No-one ever empties them.
Other than that, I don't have any dark secrets that I'm willing to share. I like JRPG's- that seems to be pretty taboo where I live (every time I mention persona my friends look at me like I'm some alien. They also think I'm into anime porn, and an otaku.)

 

[SonofaJohannes]

I like hentai.
Like, really like.
Much more than regular porn.

 

[Doclector]

Well, in public I like to put across an appearance of being a "gentleman" in many, but not all ways. I talk casually, but I act politely, and one part of this is that I try not to let out the "always thinking about sex" part of the male mind.

However, on the inside, I am sometimes a rather terrible person. I have incredible urges at points that I can barely keep contained. I sometimes see a woman and instantly some primal part of myself wants to leap into sudden requests for sex. I can't imagine I'd ever go beyond suddenly hugging someone and requesting sex, I haven't even gone to that point, I have thus far managed to resist those urges, but honestly, I detest that part of myself. It disgusts me, because I know better than to think of women like that, and yet there is part of me that will see a woman on the street and instantly start thinking of sex.

It kinda links in to feeling in many ways, primal and non-human. It's funny because I can't quite decide what I hate about that. I do hate the part of myself that thinks about sex too much, that much I know, but is it That I don't, and can't, feel normal, and definately will never actually be normal, or that sometimes I simply feel like something primal screaming in a human shell that I don't truly feel comfortable in?

In other words, I don't feel human, and I can't really figure out whether I desperately want to feel human, or whether I simply hate the societal pressure to act, at all times, human.

 

[AntiChri5]

I am watching you.

Right now.

All of you.

*sips coffee*

 

[D-Class 198482]

My name is Viribos, I come from the planet Whiguiviasheit and I am here to destroy you all.
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