Okay.....NOT talking about politics.
I'd finally gotten good and ready, both emotionally and materially, to get some important home improvement taken care of this and last week, then our power went out due to high winds last monday night. So that sucked, but we got it back the next morning. Then the haze outside from the wildfires got worse and has stayed worse and it's still unhealthy to go outside, so even getting out to tend the yard or just take a walk(which has been my go to physical activity since covid hit) is out. Everything is on hold because I don't want to schedule any new appointments or do any major home improvement until we know the smoke is down to safe levels.
That's not even getting into the dread associated with all the political/social stuff right now or feeling we're starting down the oncoming train that is climate change barreling towards us.
I want to make a joke about the Yellowstone supervolcano or massive West Coast Earthquake due for december but at this rate it feels like it would happen just because the Earth fucking hates us.