So, on Tuesday, November 3rd, I lose.
I'm puling for Biden, as you know. He wasn't my first choice for President. I've said that multiple times. But he's here.
However, if Biden wins, I have a new problem. My best friend is a Republican. He voted for Trump last time. One of my closest friends, she got married this year to a Republican. She's pretty left leaning, even though her family voted for Trump. And she's being evasive on talking about politics, so I'm afraid she's voting with her man.
If Trump wins or if Biden wins, I lose because I will have to cut these people out of my life if they vote for Trump.
It's not about how I detest Trump. I do. But I was friends with my Best friend and the now husband of my close friend even after 2016. I don't mind losing. It happens all the time.
The problem is that they are voting for someone who hid information that outright led to the death of my family members. Including my mother.
Let me be clear. If it came out after the election, and my friends voted for Trump... I mean, they didn't know. How can I blame them? It would be an added insult to my life, but my friends are out of this.
But these people know. They've met my mother. They heard my tears. And they found out that Trump knew and did everything possible to underplay it for whatever reason.
There is no possible world that I can look at them again with anything but the idea "You picked the man who led to the death of hundreds of thousands, including my mother."
If Biden wins, that doesn't instantly fix our problems. More actually emerge. But I fear the timeline where the hate cult is fueled once more and justified again that their vile leader, who never pays for any crime and constantly gets rewarded, is re-elected. This is already horrible. What next, Guns ready in 2023, demanding for a third term or starting the first American Monarchy?
But what Biden is, he's a break point. He's a response. Showing that the deplorable actions of the last 4 years have repercussions and you will not be excused by the President for becoming the dregs of society. That the country will come out and correct the path that we're going in.
I don't expect it to be easy. I don't expect the next four years of a Biden Presidency will make the cult go into hiding. But what I expect is opposition, something which the Cult hasn't felt in since Trump stepped into Office.
If Trump wins... the fact that people are actually considering a Civil war is a correct response to people actually voting says that this is the tipping point. And if Americans do not respond to that with the appropriate response of "Everything this man has done has brought less union to our country and we need another way", that is the end of the American Experiment and the start of the Trump Empire. Not even Republicans, because the Republicans of the past are eroded in the wake of Trump. Any Republican politician that speaks out against him and gets railroaded to irrelevance. Trump wins, this is... this is the Majority saying that all that we said America was supposed to be was a pleasant line. And I'm past done with that.
Either way, we get a roadblock or we get the death of the ideal... but I lose more of the people who I care about.
This has been a horrible experience.