Have you ever thought about suicide?

[BakaSmurf]

I've attempted it. Thrice. My life has kind of sucked and got damn near impossible to deal with at times. So yes. I won't get into details here though, kind of a sensitive and extremely personal subject.

Every single day since I was in middle school. Tried a few times, but I'm too scared to. The only reason I'm still alive is because I'm weak.

Think you have a low opinion of yourself now? You haven't the faintest clue of just how low you can feel when you've realised you were too cowardly to just push through the suck and hurt knowing that one day things will get better if only you put the effort towards it yourself.

The weak people are the ones that give in and end it all, it takes strength to stay your hand and keep pushing. Don't ever try and convince yourself otherwise.