I feel scared. I always worry I'm in trouble - not even with the Mods, most of the time, just that someone, somewhere disagrees with me. I hate disappointing or upsetting people, can't stand it, it literally makes me feel sick. That's why it's always a relief when it's just someone appreciating my Muse avatar[footnote]That is not a hint. But hey, if you like it... don't let me stop you
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