I find many women that I've met to be ineffably boring? And the women I don't find boring find me boring? I feel uncomfortable in tactile situations? I've never dated anyone? I've got some self-confidence problems? Pick my poison. All of them are true.
Love, why can't you find it?
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I could probably get away with something like "It's pointless for me right now" or "I'm just not that interested", but it's less of that and more of my tendency to get "friend-zoned" pretty quickly. I try to be that shoulder-to-lean-on good guy friend, which basically puts me off-limits. I usually don't mind at all, but it's bitten me in the arse once or twice.
He he, Innsmouth is a place from 'Shadow over Innsmouth' by H.P. Lovecraft, Give it a try its goodKalezian said:imnotparanoid said:Is your town the modern equivilent of Innsmouth?
OT: Because Im socialy awkward.
Still I will always have my good friend http://www.escapistmagazine.com/profiles/view
Im not sure, exactly, never been to Innsmouth.
But during the '80's and '90s, my town had a bad deal with drugs, people got Hepatitis and several other diseases that never really went away.
its bad enough that I don't even actually look for a girlfriend anymore here, going back to my original post, instead Im just going to wait until Im done with everything and move away.
Right... where to start...
I'm a chronic major depressive with quite a strong inferiority complex and I seem to be only attracted to women who are psychologically damaged (and physically scarred, though that's more of a fetish). While I am socially competent, little depresses me more than the happiness of others. I'm fairly average looking and diffident, though I'm on record as being described as potentially a terrible boyfriend, or a perfect husband. I'm foul tempered and when I calm down, I become deeply depressed for anything up to days, and as difficult as I find it, I keep a decidedly firm leash on my anger.
And I am unable to break my love for my ex-girlfriend.
I'm a chronic major depressive with quite a strong inferiority complex and I seem to be only attracted to women who are psychologically damaged (and physically scarred, though that's more of a fetish). While I am socially competent, little depresses me more than the happiness of others. I'm fairly average looking and diffident, though I'm on record as being described as potentially a terrible boyfriend, or a perfect husband. I'm foul tempered and when I calm down, I become deeply depressed for anything up to days, and as difficult as I find it, I keep a decidedly firm leash on my anger.
And I am unable to break my love for my ex-girlfriend.
Good heavens, the amount of self-esteem in here is staggering. /sarcasm
Don't sell yourselves short, everyone.
Don't sell yourselves short, everyone.
Because I'm average looking. and i'm very emotionally uninvested in relationships now, because one girl I knew utterly trampled me emotionally. Oh, and earlier than that, a string of girls went out with me, I later found out, to see "who could dump (me) in the most spectacular way possible.".
I think the one who set me on fire won it.
I think the one who set me on fire won it.
Because the amount of times I've been personally insulted is widely disproportionate to the amount of times I've been complimented, particularly about my appearance. Only one person has ever admitted to considering me attractive, but a few dozen people have turned there heads in fear from the idea of even having to touch my hand. Its hard to keep self esteem up with that track record.
If time is money, a relationship is expensive as all hell. And I will need that money later for noodles.
I do spend a lot of time with the opposite gender at school, I'm aware of the fact that some are attracted to me, I simply lack the will/energy/time/money to indulge them. It's something I'm comfortable with and don't really worry about. Besides, love isn't real. It never is.
Now meaningless one night stands on the other hand...
I do spend a lot of time with the opposite gender at school, I'm aware of the fact that some are attracted to me, I simply lack the will/energy/time/money to indulge them. It's something I'm comfortable with and don't really worry about. Besides, love isn't real. It never is.
Now meaningless one night stands on the other hand...
It's simply not a priority at the moment. Sometimes it's nice, sometimes it isn't, but the goals I've set for myself have to come first. I might ease up and start letting people back in when I'm reasonably certain that nobody can fuck up what I'm trying to accomplish, but for the time being, I don't need that level of distraction when I'm in the middle of a spinning-plate-act with these big, life-overhauling projects.
...of course, you'll hear a lot of people say that before suddenly getting wrapped up in someone else.
...of course, you'll hear a lot of people say that before suddenly getting wrapped up in someone else.
I did, much to my surprise. Take any conversation between myself and my girlfriend out of context, and you can practically hear Do You Believe in Love playing in the background.