There was this game i used to play as a young child on the PC back around the early 2000's that involved some sort of monsters/aliens i cannot remember exactly what it was, but you could customize the monster and change the colour of it, i cannot remember the objective of the game but i'm pretty sure it was open world and that your character would perma death and you'd have to create a new one. I dont exactly remember what the game entailed but i would really appreciate it if anyone could help me out here, it's killing me