I do not voluntarily do drugs. When i was a kid back in the 1980's a doctor prescribed me Ritalin as an experiment to treat me for depression after my first attempt at suicide. It turned me into a violent bully. I didn't go looking for victims, but if any other kid paid me the slightest disrespect, i would see red, black out and come to my senses as teachers would be struggling to tear me off my victim. One day i woke up with a conscience, felt deep regret for all the people i hurt and refused to take any more of the pills.
Moved to a new city with my parents. City has a huge meth problem. Watched as all my childhood friends that i made there, and my parents became tweakers. Buried my father last year. Cardiac arrest brought on by meth overdose. He was 52. He had been dealing it to my old childhood friends.
Got my first GF at 17 yrs old. Had only known her for 2 weeks. She invited me to stay the weekend with her since her parents were gone. She was only 15. I had no intention of sleeping with her at the time. She knew my position on drugs. She spiked my drink anyway and took my virginity. Didn't learn about her spiking my drink till 6 months later. Just remembered her having sex with me as if it were a hazy out of body experience that ended with me crying at the foot of her bed, unsure how i could have let that happen. My only first hand experience with alcohol.
Moved to a new city with my parents. City has a huge meth problem. Watched as all my childhood friends that i made there, and my parents became tweakers. Buried my father last year. Cardiac arrest brought on by meth overdose. He was 52. He had been dealing it to my old childhood friends.
Got my first GF at 17 yrs old. Had only known her for 2 weeks. She invited me to stay the weekend with her since her parents were gone. She was only 15. I had no intention of sleeping with her at the time. She knew my position on drugs. She spiked my drink anyway and took my virginity. Didn't learn about her spiking my drink till 6 months later. Just remembered her having sex with me as if it were a hazy out of body experience that ended with me crying at the foot of her bed, unsure how i could have let that happen. My only first hand experience with alcohol.