I really hate it when things make me emotional out of left field.
There's a scene in the "I'll never watch it but I watch a lot of movie Reviewers" film,
The Fanatic. And there's a scene in it that keeps tears in my eyes.
And I get it. I know it's Misery meets modern culture. I know he's not a good guy. I know that he's mentally unbalanced and he needs help. I get that he's dangerous.
But I remember the tears of myself and my friends when it felt like everyone was picking on me. And John Travolta's character has a scene where he's breaking down in the middle of the street, feeling scared and hurt and picked on. It's not the acting that gets me, but I remember that pain. I remember feeling like no one respected me. Not even my friends. And it still hurts so much today. I couldn't keep it together typing this because I remember wishing everyone would stop picking on me.
It's similar to a scene in Central Intelligence where the two leads meet up with a former high school alum.
It doesn't matter if I'm a certain height, if I can lift a certain amount of weight, if I can fight or not... That pain is there. And it will always be there.
I do talk to a professional. But I realize it's a part of who I am.