Unsure. I think it just gradually faded.
Things like starting to care about having a routine. If anything eroded it more than the rest it would be the death of both my grandad and my nan on one side of the family. He'd had problems with his liver that eventually got the best of him, but after he'd died my nan just gave up. She didn't even make it a year along.
It was about that time that my family splintered off into two or three different factions. One went to live in America, the one that I live with and around and a third that arose after the death of another family member (Same side... And for a while after, my dad was a wreck). I don't have any problems with them but it's just like one huge cold war that I wished I understood, but at the same time I wish I didn't know of entirely.
Things like starting to care about having a routine. If anything eroded it more than the rest it would be the death of both my grandad and my nan on one side of the family. He'd had problems with his liver that eventually got the best of him, but after he'd died my nan just gave up. She didn't even make it a year along.
It was about that time that my family splintered off into two or three different factions. One went to live in America, the one that I live with and around and a third that arose after the death of another family member (Same side... And for a while after, my dad was a wreck). I don't have any problems with them but it's just like one huge cold war that I wished I understood, but at the same time I wish I didn't know of entirely.