I am without ambition entirely, I am a lazy sloth with no prospects who doesn't care that she has no prospects and I hate people, I am loath to communicate with people, and yet for some reason...
also, I am a nice person on the outside when I am talking to people all the while saying things in my head like "shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up I hate you you are stupid please stop talking I don't actually care about your problems I am faking sympathy I do that well please shut up I dislike you go away go bother someone else why arent you doing your job why are you talking to me stop giving me that look I could easily kill you right now and enjoy playing with your blood..."
and so on
also, I am a nice person on the outside when I am talking to people all the while saying things in my head like "shut up shut up shut up shut up shut up I hate you you are stupid please stop talking I don't actually care about your problems I am faking sympathy I do that well please shut up I dislike you go away go bother someone else why arent you doing your job why are you talking to me stop giving me that look I could easily kill you right now and enjoy playing with your blood..."
and so on