I'm ridiculously indecisive. Not only do I hesitate, but I often don't think of the best thing to do/say in a given situation until after the situation has passed. For example, I remember one of my assignments in school being a simple one-page opinion essay. I couldn't think of anything until the due date passed. Afterwards, I finally came up with an idea and handed in the essay the day after it was due.
I tend to put off eating/sleeping for half an hour/an hour to play games/browse forums/browse facebook.
For reasons that I may never know, I rarely get the chance to hang out with friends. They are often either busy, or hanging out with other friends. I have hung out with friends 3 times in the past 5 months. I often spend long periods of time dwelling on this, trying to figure out what to do.
On a related note, Whenever I get the chance to have a conversation with a friend, I try to think of everything that I can talk about, knowing that I might not get the chance to talk to them again for a while. Often this leads to me nostalgically ranting about random crap and not getting to the point.
If I go for too long without martial arts training (which is pretty much my sole means of social interaction) such as for a few weeks during holidays, my sleeping patterns become fucked up. I might go to sleep at 10:30PM, then wake up at 12 and go back to sleep, repeat the process at 4, then 7, then finally stay awake at around 9:30AM.
I also have this odd tendency of venting shit on forums.
I tend to put off eating/sleeping for half an hour/an hour to play games/browse forums/browse facebook.
For reasons that I may never know, I rarely get the chance to hang out with friends. They are often either busy, or hanging out with other friends. I have hung out with friends 3 times in the past 5 months. I often spend long periods of time dwelling on this, trying to figure out what to do.
On a related note, Whenever I get the chance to have a conversation with a friend, I try to think of everything that I can talk about, knowing that I might not get the chance to talk to them again for a while. Often this leads to me nostalgically ranting about random crap and not getting to the point.
If I go for too long without martial arts training (which is pretty much my sole means of social interaction) such as for a few weeks during holidays, my sleeping patterns become fucked up. I might go to sleep at 10:30PM, then wake up at 12 and go back to sleep, repeat the process at 4, then 7, then finally stay awake at around 9:30AM.
I also have this odd tendency of venting shit on forums.
That shit happens to me all the time. Fortunately I've also come across situations where I have damn near all the time in the world. Occasionally when writing on someone's wall on Facebook, I'll take up to 5 minutes to type a few sentences, often adding, rearranging, or editing things to put into words exactly what I want to say.Wolfwind said:
