Eamar said:
Hilarious. What's your source for this, or is it (as I suspect) all theoretical? I for one was/am an unwanted child of parents who fully understood the needs of a child and were able to provide everything I could want/need physically. They tried the "positive attitude" thing, but believe me the fundamental lack of desire, that feeling that I messed up my mother's life, never went away and has caused all sorts of misery. I would never, ever advocate that anyone have a child they don't want in the hope that everything would eventually fall into place over time. Having lived that, that advice is not only irresponsible, it's downright wrong.
(I should point out that I'm well aware lots of people come to cherish their accidental babies, but that's no reason to guilt unwilling people into becoming parents.)
I'm sorry to hear that.
I guess there's no point in talking about the various factors that ended up conjuring such a situation; I hope that even having lived through this won't prevent you from considering to start your own family one day.
As for me, I'm a father myself; as an avid gamer who used to play late nights consistently during university as well as other "nerdy" activities (cosplay, LARPing, sport), I definitely miss my past abundance of spare time, but now that I have two kids I would never trade them back for my past life.
For several reasons - the first, of course, is that I can't
But also that they are starting to "pay back" emotionally the "investment" of time and resources that it took so far.
There are also other factors: coming from a large, solid family; having the relatively uncommon philosophical resolve that procreation is a social duty (as stated above), and also in no small part being religious (I follow Roman Chatolicism).
It was also very refreshing to hear the story of a British photographer, Phillip Toledano, who described his difficult acceptance of fatherhood in his book "The Reluctant Father"; the photos on his website [http://thereluctantfather.com/] are fantastic, and I must say that the way he describes the initial feelings are similar to mine - with the significant difference that I was prepared for them, I knew that such feelings were a possibility and I was already resolved in ignoring them and give time for our mutual feelings to deepen.
It paid off. It's amazing how preparing for the worst, considering and pondering the realistic possibility of a negative scenario eventually bring you to cope with it much better if it materialises, and works even better when it doesn't.
Eamar said:
I love that you're describing infertility, phobia of pregnancy/childbirth, risk of injury or death to some women, not wanting to pass on medical conditions, unwillingness to bring a child into an unstable or unsuitable environment, and unwillingness to raise a child that's anything other than 100% wanted as "slacking off." Real black and white thinking there. Still, must be nice up there on your pedestal.
I'm deeply sorry, I should have clarified - of course, the term "slacker" in this context should only apply to those that have the possibility to raise children, but prefer to use their resources for choices of leisure and lifestyle and are avoiding parenthood simply because of the associated cost.