WELL... Coca-Cola, Ex-Girlfriend, WoW/CoH and My computer.
I have an extreme addiction to Coca-cola, about 6+cans of coke a day with atleast 2+ 2litre bottles. The reason why I started drinking Coke is because it made me happy and fun instead of being my anger issued self which would piss everyone off. I started drinking large amounts of coke after I realized that I was being a complete bastard to everyone and Coke seemed to calm me down. So I drank a few cans of coke and which grows everyday and if I do not have coke for a certain amount of time like 4+ hours without coke I start feeling sick and weak.
My ex-Girlfriend ruined my life because she really hurt me and I went into a complete Depressed state and i never went to school for 7 weeks (not including holidays) so my school work suffered and so did my social life... even though I never really had one.
My addiction to games is pure will and concentration and a bit of stubbornness, if I say right now, I am going to get to level 80 on WoW or level 50 on CoH I will pay for the game subscription and do it, Without rest, Without going to school, just sitting here playing a game to prove to myself that I'm not a failure.. although It never really does prove anything. I mainly game because of my brother, I've always thought of him as a hero in my eyes even though he isn't like that, even my mum realized that I copy him at some points without me even realizing. Well he got me into gaming and he's always been better so I practice really hard at something to beat him and when I do get good enough, he just goes onto another game and it really crushes my self esteem that I can't prove myself to him that I'm good enough :/
Now my computer, Right this is the most difficult one to put into words because this is pure addiction right here, I cannot go ONE day without going on my computer or ANY computer because I love going on and typing and gaming, Listening to music or even just going on MSN and I take it too the extreme I sometimes don't even go to sleep just stay up all night talking to people or gaming because I feel like I have to sit here and do it, and my school work and my whole life has gone plummeting down because of this and I wish I could stop it but I can't.
Well there's my life put into a few paragraphs, not all of it will make sense because I'm too lazy to make it have sense... Also for all you wondering I'm slightly anorexic aswell.
I have an extreme addiction to Coca-cola, about 6+cans of coke a day with atleast 2+ 2litre bottles. The reason why I started drinking Coke is because it made me happy and fun instead of being my anger issued self which would piss everyone off. I started drinking large amounts of coke after I realized that I was being a complete bastard to everyone and Coke seemed to calm me down. So I drank a few cans of coke and which grows everyday and if I do not have coke for a certain amount of time like 4+ hours without coke I start feeling sick and weak.
My ex-Girlfriend ruined my life because she really hurt me and I went into a complete Depressed state and i never went to school for 7 weeks (not including holidays) so my school work suffered and so did my social life... even though I never really had one.
My addiction to games is pure will and concentration and a bit of stubbornness, if I say right now, I am going to get to level 80 on WoW or level 50 on CoH I will pay for the game subscription and do it, Without rest, Without going to school, just sitting here playing a game to prove to myself that I'm not a failure.. although It never really does prove anything. I mainly game because of my brother, I've always thought of him as a hero in my eyes even though he isn't like that, even my mum realized that I copy him at some points without me even realizing. Well he got me into gaming and he's always been better so I practice really hard at something to beat him and when I do get good enough, he just goes onto another game and it really crushes my self esteem that I can't prove myself to him that I'm good enough :/
Now my computer, Right this is the most difficult one to put into words because this is pure addiction right here, I cannot go ONE day without going on my computer or ANY computer because I love going on and typing and gaming, Listening to music or even just going on MSN and I take it too the extreme I sometimes don't even go to sleep just stay up all night talking to people or gaming because I feel like I have to sit here and do it, and my school work and my whole life has gone plummeting down because of this and I wish I could stop it but I can't.
Well there's my life put into a few paragraphs, not all of it will make sense because I'm too lazy to make it have sense... Also for all you wondering I'm slightly anorexic aswell.