Your dark secrets

[Beat14]

Guess it might be indifference. If the world was on fire it would suck, but would it really.

I had a thought a year ago that if I still am in the same state of mind as I am in now, that I would move away and go travelling, or just stop. I think that qualifies as a dark secret, in that anonymity allows me to say it and it's not bright in the larger picture.

 

[Delicious Anathema]

Hay Gais! Social Experiment time

Okay essentially, let's see how safe you feel with the anonymity the internet provides. Share with us your dark secret. Maybe not your darkest, but make it interesting.

So...let's see how many will step up!

Naturally, I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't go first so..hmm....ah!
I'm a 'little'. Which is a term for a person who can mentally regress to a very young age. It's typically a BDSM lifestyle word but not exclusively.

Because of this I have had to search for a Daddy to take care of me and let me be myself, it's be a tough but fun search.

Okay escapist, your turn! >:3

Oh ABDL, that's kinda cute actually. Much better than other, more violent fetishes out there, I like the fact that sometimes it's not even sexual and more about comforting, though I don't understand the obsession with diapers. You can role-play as a baby without them.

My dark secret...I'm trying to lactate to know what it feels like. Also, I pick my nose and then eat it. Sad I know.

 

[Roofstone]

My dark secret...I'm trying to lactate to know what it feels like.

You're a girl right? I know a guy that has tried that, but I find it a bit less odd when it is a girl I suppose.

OT: Dark secrets? Well I watch uncountable amounts of hentai porn, regular porn is kinda icky. I enjoy not showing any signs that I am mute just to piss strangers off. (It amuses me to see people rage. : / )

I literally see 50% of my day as if I was in a Dynasty Warriors-ish game, sort of a roleplaying story narrated in my head, used to go to therapy for it. But I didn't want anything to change, I like it. I used to be rather lonely, but not anymore. I have friends with swords that can defeat armies on their own.

 

[Delicious Anathema]

My dark secret...I'm trying to lactate to know what it feels like.

You're a girl right? I know a guy that has tried that, but I find it a bit less odd when it is a girl I suppose.

Sorry to disappoint. It wouldn't be a dark secret if I was a girl doing it, it would just be a secret. Love to see women do it though, it's sexy as hell.

 

[Wolf In A Bear Suit]

I would tell you guys but First rule of Fight Club is NEVER talk about fight club.....Damn I just talked about fight club. I genuinely like to pretend my toilet is a spaceship powered by, you guessed it feces, kind of like Doctor Who on the Loo
(Badum cha)

 

[Roofstone]

Love to see women do it though, it's sexy as hell.

Fair enough, I think the same.
Another dark secret: I am bi, nearly pansexual. Though I find hermaphrodites a bit weird IRL.

 

[chinangel]

Hay Gais! Social Experiment time

Okay essentially, let's see how safe you feel with the anonymity the internet provides. Share with us your dark secret. Maybe not your darkest, but make it interesting.

So...let's see how many will step up!

Naturally, I'd be a hypocrite if I didn't go first so..hmm....ah!
I'm a 'little'. Which is a term for a person who can mentally regress to a very young age. It's typically a BDSM lifestyle word but not exclusively.

Because of this I have had to search for a Daddy to take care of me and let me be myself, it's be a tough but fun search.

Okay escapist, your turn! >:3

Coincidence you like MLP?`...

Yes and No ^^

 

[Sonic Doctor]

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Oh, sexual fetishes and quirks, ain't life fun....bizarre.

Mine secret is quite dark, though I don't know how much of a secret it is on here, because I've mentioned it in a few other threads.

When it comes to fetish/fantasy stuff, I'm a big barrel of bizarre.

I'm a cannibal fetishist, through art and story. Lovely women look tasty to me, in that they actually make me hungry besides sexual attraction, though really the two are linked cause I feel both at the same time.

That's my dominant side.

I also have a submissive side too.

I like giantesses. Whether it be that the woman is actually giant-sized/grown to giant proportions, or I've some how shrunk to only a few inches tall and the woman is normal sized. Along with that comes the vore fetish. It all usually ends with the giantess eating me or trying to at least, normally by swallowing whole, but other scenarios sometimes occur.

But in the end, it is what it is, just fantasy fetish stuff. I didn't seek the stuff out; when I became a teenager way back when(14 years ago), thinking about such situations just popped right into my head without any outside influences that I know of.

Hey, you asked for dark secrets, that is what you get. It's not a crazy thing, everybody, whether they like to admit it or not, has some kind of weird kink or thing they are into. It only becomes crazy if the people actually end up trying to act on the impossible or illegal urges. Other than that I think it is healthy to have a weird side to compliment the normal side, and the weirder the better.

 

[thomasmj7]

let's just say the evil underground lair isn't just for show

 

[Stasisesque]

It's not really dark, and it's only a secret because no one cares, but it's the only thing I can think of to add to this thread.

I prefer gay male porn to straight porn or lesbian porn, and I am a straight female.

 

[Mel Theofficegamergirl]

a childhood full of abuse that I don't like to talk about.
I used to have a drinking problem but got over it.
I'm clinically addicted to caffeine and am trying to get over it.

Escapist related;
I'd never posted in the forums until after escapist expo.
I have a mad crush a certain contributor even though my boyfriend hates his guts. haha XD

 

[NinjaSocks333]

I am Chris Hanson with Dateline NBC

What are you all doing here?

 

[Delicious Anathema]

Love to see women do it though, it's sexy as hell.

Fair enough, I think the same.
Another dark secret: I am bi, nearly pansexual. Though I find hermaphrodites a bit weird IRL.

I'm straight, at times lesbian-like in the ways I feel about women though, but not very often.
Hermaphrodites are weird, I also think homo is an anomaly too, if not necessarily a "disease" per se.

 

[Baldry]

I like hentai.
Like, really like.
Much more than regular porn.

HENTAI HIGH FIVE! Though I don't consider it that dark a secret, quite open about sort of porn I like.

Uhm my dark secret...I'm too open? Don't have many secrets I wouldn't share with anyone who asked. Once stabbed a guy (In the arm and with a sharp object which I will not disclose to add mystery oooooo) and I can't remember if it was in anger or accidental.
And I like attention, it's nice, makes me feel wanted.
And that's all I can think of to share today.

Also, lies. I'm an incredible liar, which is part of the manipulation that spreads in my wake. Most of my lies never come out.

Oh this as well, love to lie. It's a favoured past time of mine. I've spent most of my life lying, to teachers, family, friends, myself. I'm a lie addict. That said I tend to tell the truth these days, but sometimes it's easier to lie.

Edit part two: The final edit.
Final secret I swear, but it's a dark one. [HEADING=1]I hate bacon.[/HEADING]
Seriously it tastes horrible. I just thought I should tell you all before I show myself out of the internet.

 

[tmande2nd]

I really love cheesy B-String movies.
With all their bad effects, bad acting, etc.

Like my fave movie is still "THEM!"

 

[Baldry]

There are some hot members here I would make a move on, erm...ok ok!

I have suddenly become far too curious for my own good. Dark secret time! WHO'S ON DAT LIST!?

First! Why do you want to know? The real reason, please. Honesty will get you answers!

Because I am an incredibly vain, egocentric person who will be crushed if Daystar's on that list and I'm not >:O

I too would like to know...Partially because I like to know everything and also because of Fappy's reason, minus the being crushed if Daystars on it.

 

[Kapri]

Okay guys but you can't tell anyone... *ahem* I hate peanut butter. Like, reeally hate it. Never met anyone else who doesn't like it so I'm alone in this world, alas.

 

[Ruedyn]

First one, easy one, I lie to almost everyone in my school. 1/3 believe I'm from Canada. It's really fun actually

Second one, the one I hope gets buried in the thread. I'm actually a twin, my other half was still-born. As thus I took both of our names, Nicholas and Alexander. I don't like to talk about it.

 

[jhoroz]

I masturbated in one of the school piano rooms once 0.0

 

[Hagi]

I'm growing increasingly out of touch with my emotions. Everything's been kinda flattening out over the past years. It's supposed to be common for those with AS but apparently it's somewhat odd that I'm aware of it happening.

On that note, I enjoy feelings of hunger, sleep deprivation and pain. It's nice to actually feel something every now and then. Don't cut myself or anything, bit too creepy for my tastes, but I'll happily walk on blisters or stuff like that.

In public I act like the perfect normal guy though, you'd never know unless I told you.